“The most important thing is your peace before God.” These wise words from a holy priest were hard to comprehend, spoken to me (peacefully!) in the midst of great turmoil within and around me, and the need to take action when I did not know what to do. It seemed no matter what I did, others’ lives would be profoundly affected; an entire charitable project begun with solid spiritual foundations was at stake, and for the moment, I was the fulcrum. Because of ongoing conflict, I was being counseled to walk away, as the project was not the most important thing; my peace before God was more important.
There are many reflections on the peace that Christ gives, and it is true that deep and real peace in the face of difficulty can only come from Him. He tells us not to let our hearts be troubled or afraid, but there are troubling and fearful things happening to us and around us all the time! Are we expected to avoid all these disturbances and disasters? Are we supposed to turn a blind eye to suffering and hunger and catastrophe so that our peace is undisturbed?
No. Of course not. That would be impossible. Even pretending to “not see” the tragedies in this world would require us to be madmen. The “ruler of the world” that Jesus mentions in the Gospel, the enemy of our souls and of God’s Plan, is the reason for all the sin and sorrow in the world. And this enemy tries to maintain control of our hearts through fear and intimidation and by providing a false sense of security. But our peace comes from the Truth that this enemy has no power over us in Christ, that we are loved unconditionally and given the grace to love fully in return; our lives have meaning and purpose and mission. Christ illustrates this as He freely lays down His life in loving obedience to the Father, not because the enemy takes it from Him. We can have peace knowing that God is in control – no pain or tragedy or confusion can overpower His infinite love for us; we cannot out-smart His providence or out-sin His mercy. To know this peace, we must, like Christ, submit wholly and lovingly to the Father’s will, trusting that He will take care of the rest.
With a kind of bittersweet certainty, I did walk away from the project for which I had poured myself out. But even as the whole project unraveled, and others’ lives were affected, I was peacefully confident that the Lord would take care of all of us, and that we were all being given an opportunity to learn something eternally valuable through the long strain on our hearts and relationships. When we entrust everything to the Lord, we are blessed with peace and every good thing that we need.
“Lo más importante es tener paz ante Dios”. Estas sabias palabras de un santo sacerdote fueron difíciles de comprender, me fueron dichas (pacíficamente) en medio de una gran confusión dentro y alrededor mío, y la necesidad de actuar cuando no sabía qué hacer. Parecía que sin importar lo que hiciera, la vida de los demás se vería profundamente afectada; Estaba en juego todo un proyecto de caridad iniciado con sólidos cimientos espirituales, y por el momento yo era el punto de apoyo. Debido al conflicto en curso, me aconsejaron que me alejara, ya que el proyecto no era lo más importante, sino mi paz ante Dios.
Son muchas las reflexiones sobre la paz que da Cristo, y es verdad que la paz profunda y real ante la dificultad sólo puede venir de Él. Nos dice que no dejemos que nuestros corazones se turben o teman, ¡pero hay cosas preocupantes y terribles que nos suceden a nosotros y a nuestro alrededor todo el tiempo! ¿Se espera que evitemos todos estas cosas tumultuosas y desastrosas? ¿Se supone que debemos evitar ver el sufrimiento, el hambre y la catástrofe para que nuestra paz no se vea perturbada?
Claro que no. Eso sería imposible. Incluso fingir “no ver” las tragedias de este mundo requeriría que seamos locos. El “príncipe del mundo” del que habla Jesús en el Evangelio, el enemigo de nuestras almas y del Plan de Dios, es la causa de todo el pecado y el dolor del mundo. Y este enemigo trata de mantener el control de nuestros corazones a través del miedo y la intimidación y proporcionando una falsa sensación de seguridad. Pero nuestra paz proviene de la Verdad de que este enemigo no tiene poder sobre nosotros en Cristo, que somos amados incondicionalmente y que a cambio se nos da la gracia de amar plenamente; nuestras vidas tienen sentido, propósito y misión. Cristo demuestra esto cuando da Su vida libremente en amorosa obediencia al Padre, no porque el enemigo se la quite. Podemos tener paz sabiendo que Dios tiene el control: ningún dolor, tragedia o confusión puede vencer Su amor infinito por nosotros; no podemos ser más astutos que Su providencia o más pecadores que Su misericordia. Para conocer esta paz, debemos, como Cristo, someternos total y amorosamente a la voluntad del Padre, confiando en que Él se encargará del resto.
Con una especie de certeza agridulce, me alejé del proyecto al que me había entregado. Pero incluso cuando todo el proyecto se deshizo y la vida de otras personas se vio afectada, confiaba tranquilamente en que el Señor cuidaría de todos nosotros y que a todos se nos daría la oportunidad de aprender algo eternamente valioso a través de la larga tensión en nuestros corazones y relaciones. Cuando confiamos todo al Señor, somos bendecidos con paz y todo lo bueno que necesitamos.
Kathryn Mulderink, MA, is married to Robert, Station Manager for Holy Family Radio. Together they have seven children (including Father Rob), and seven grandchildren. She is President of the local community of Secular Discalced Carmelites and has published five books and many articles. Over the last 30 years, she has worked as a teacher, headmistress, catechist, Pastoral Associate, and DRE, and as a writer and voice talent for Catholic Radio. Currently, she serves the Church by writing and speaking, and by collaborating with various parishes and to lead others to encounter Christ and engage their faith. Her website is www.KathrynTherese.com
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